So it's been forever since I last wrote. Things have been going good and bad. I like havging out with my friends and doing things with them. But the bad thing is that my grandfather has cancer of the stomach, ribs, and spine. If he goes through radiation he'll have 6 months to live. I'm really sad about it.....Warped Tour is a week and half away! I can hardly wait. I think all my friends are going to the show. Sherman's coming to Dallas!

Hell fucking yeah school is almost over!! Thursady is the last day of high school for the rest of my life!! I can't wait to leave this damn school and all the damn people I don't like or can't stand. But I'm gonna surely miss all my friends and even so of my teachers! But hell on to bigger and better things.....like Warped Tour!! I can't wait until June 24th! Warped Tour is going to be awesome. The only down side I have to face this week is that I have to pay a $56 book fine. Yeah that really sucks!

Put an X if it applys to you

[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I bake well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[x] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I've been out of this country
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I see a therapist.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[ ] I play computer games/video games.
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[x] Gotten lost in your city.
[x] Saw a shooting star
[x] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[ ] I Had a serious Surgery
[x]Gone out in public in your pajamas
[ ] I have Kissed a Stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[x] Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested
[x] Laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[x] Swore at your parents
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] Been close to love
[ ] Been to a casino..
[ ] Been skydiving
[x] Broken a bone
[x] Skipped school
[ ] Flashed someone
[x] Saw a therapist
[x] Done the splits
[x] Played spin the bottle
[x] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Kissed a member of the same sex
[x] Crashed into a friend's car
[ ] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[ ] Stole something from your job
[ ] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend
[x]Had a crush on a teacher
[ ] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans
[ ] Been to Europe
[ ] Slept with a co-worker
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[x] Saw someone dying
[ ] Been to Africa
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been to Canada
[x] Been to Mexico
[ ] Been on a plane
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[ ] Eaten Sushi..
[ ] Been snowboarding
[ ] Been Skiing
[x] Met someone in person from the internet
[x] Been moshing at a rock show
[ ] Been to a moto cross show
[ ] Lost a child
[ ] Gone to college
[ ] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers
[ ] Had someone cheat on you
[x] Miss someone right now

WWOOOOHOOOO

Well, It's been a really long ass time since I wrote in here so let me update ya! Ok, my "love" interest only came to school one day last week because he got really bad poison ivy. Poor thing I hope he's ok. I really hope he will be here on B-day lunch because It's been kinda boring with out him. Humm...what else? Oh, yeah I finally finished the Upward Bound Trio Program. Hell Yeah! No more waking up at 5am on Saturdays. I was in the program my whole high school career so it kinda got old, but worth it. I went to my first banquet on Saturday. It was pretty cool. They honored the Seniors, which includes me. We ate pretty good food, but the lady from New York sat at our table and she was sort of annoying after a while. I swear she can talk to a brick wall! I received some cool awards, which was the best part! Oh, I forgot to tell you I got a job! Hell Yeah! My first job ever! Well, I got to get ready for scool so peace out!   

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

I think I'm in a weird situation right now. I have a "kinda" crush on this boy at school. Well, some would call it a crush but I like to say it's more of an interest. So yeah I have an interest on someone who I think my have an interest on me as well. But I can't really say for sure. It's ironic because I've seen him around school this whole year but I didn't start to become interested in him until about 3 or 4 weeks ago. The only problem I have is that he is a Freshman and I'm a Senior! I know doesn't that sound weird? I never thought I would ever have a thing for a freshmen. I was always against my friend Samantha dating freshmen but cause we are seniors. But the only real problem I had with her dating freshmen was that she would have sex with them! I mean come on she is 18 about to be 19 in July and having sex with 15 year olds, thats just wrong in my book. Now if he was 18 and she was 21 I dont see a problem at all. Thats like having sex with someone who just got out of his pre-teen years. I know for a fact if I went out with a lower class men I would NOT have sex with him! I have to be in a very committed relationship to take that step. So by the time we are ready to have a sexual relationship he should be of legal age. Anyways, so if I went out with this guy would it really be a problem? I mean we aren't going to do anything. I want us to be close friends at first and then take steps into developing a relationship. Plus, how do I even know if "we" are going to last so thats way I'm not going to act like we are "together-together." Does anyone get what I'm saying or are you just confused as hell?  

Damn it's been like forever since I've written here! Sorry about that I have just been really lazy these passed couple of days. Well, my day went by smoothly. Well, that is until 5th period....I didn't feel like going to Economics so I didn't. I hung out with my friend Sarah and helpt her out with office aide work. Mondays are really slow so we weren't very busy. For the first half of the period I had done well with hiding myself from my Economics teacher. But stupid me went down the hall and passed my classroom and right when I was almost got around the corner my damn teacher comes out. Shit I'm Caught! She says, "Amanda why aren't you in class; were taking a test today." Acting like I didn't know I go, "Oh, are you serious!" Then I told her I was late and didn't want to go to SAC so I'm doing office aide work. I was so mad at myself. But oh well life goes on!